Hottest International Blackout Project

•February 6, 2010 • Leave a Comment

help us bring park jaebum back with 2pm.. support and join hottest international blackout..

its simple and it doesnt cost you anything. show how much you want him back with the rest of 2pm.



simply use the avatar and signature posted above in forums, websites, etc. and the signature that’s posted up there.. and link it back to

or you can use this code:



we need YOUR help to bring JAY PARK back

•January 31, 2010 • Leave a Comment

please join us today.. and show your support.. we are trending on twitter for park jaebum

please help us trend:

fightforJAY (2PM=7 kHottest and iHottest unite! #protestagainstJYPE)

the whole JAY thing

•January 29, 2010 • Leave a Comment

i’ve just been reading posts in soompi and in all these other forums about the whole jay situation. i’d just want to say that i simply want to lend my support to the fans that are boycotting. it’s not because all i want is for jay to be back in 2pm.. from all the reports that i’ve been reading, all the infos and rumors and i’ve seen, it is very possible that JYPE is forcing jay to quit.. for someone who says its completely false then show proof, complete and absolute proof and i’ll bow down to you. of course i respect jay’s decisions whatever those would be but i would appreciate it if those decisions where because he wanted to do so and not because he was ‘coerced’ to. if there is a possibility that JYPE is pressuring jay to quit, then I for one would like to show them how much we want jay back in the limelight. i am not against jay becoming a solo artist, in fact before this whole get back to 2pm jay thing started, i thought he would make a great solo artist. he can dance really well, sing, and he’s really good in variety shows so it’s not a problem.

i respect whatever the other fans decide to do. i understand if they don’t want to join the boycott and all these other things. that’s not a problem. but i ask for you to also understand why other fans are joining in the movement. just as we have respected you, we ask for you to respect us back. we are giving this our one last shot. at least we are showing JYPE that we want jay back and its up to the company to decide.. fans have the power. we make them famous. we make and break them. that’s a fact. and because of this, we want JYPE to know jay is loved and wanted.

if jay doesn’t want to come back then its okay. its his life. as long as jype already knows how we feel. as long as jay is given the chance to decide.. then that’s all i want.

this is simply my opinion. these are the reasons why i support the movement. you have your own opinion too. you dont see me bashing or sneering down on you so please show the same respect.

with that said, again please leave your messages @ to show our support =]

Park JaeBum – because we NEED him back

•January 28, 2010 • Leave a Comment

credits: asianfanatics

if you’re like me who doesnt have access to any of the JYPE centers and who cant send letters (because they get to the recipient a month after or more -.-) this helps a lot.. guys lets all leave messages~ though i personally am okay with jay returning as a solo artist or not returning at all but i want to make sure it is because that IS what he wants and not because some company is forcing him to do stuff. i respect whatever decisions he will make (though i’d be happier if he would come back doesnt matter if its in 2pm or solo as long as he goes back to entertaining) as long as IT IS HIM who is making the decision. I’ll say it over and over again if I have to. as long as it’s completely because that IS WHAT HE WANTS AND NO ONE ELSE.

so lets all join the fight to bring him back yeah~? =]

dont forget to read the whole tumblr too so if you want to send encouragement letters to jay you can do so as well~ its all in

Succumbing to the Bandwagon.. And NO it’s NOT a Bad Thing

•January 20, 2010 • Leave a Comment

There was HOT and Sechskies. Then came Shinhwa’s orange balloons and YG family’s 1TYM. Of course after that who can forget DBSK’s Hug and the start of their dark music, the Tri-angle single. Bigbang rose to fame with Lalala (that ab-baring move), Lies, and Haru Haru. Though other bands are technically not considered as boybands but you get what I mean (incase you din’t, read: bands made up of boys.. yeah that’s what I mean).

The year 2009 was basically dominated by Shinee, MBLAQ, and all the other new boybands popping up everywhere. Though a lot would beg to differ saying that it was the year of the girl bands what with Wondergirls making it to the billboard charts and 2ne1’s popularity.  But that’s already beside the point because this article is about how I came to fall in love with 2PM.

So I’ve heard of them for quite some time now.. I’ve been in the kpop scene for about 8 years now. I could say I’ve been quite picky with the type of music that I get into but it’s mostly the pop-ish dark music that I prefer. I remember years ago when I was in love with Shinhwa that I never want to become a Nuna fan if at all. I tend to have a crush on idols so I steer clear away from the young ones. I’m traditional that way. It’s just me and I’m weird like that.  So here I am appreciating TOP because Bigbang’s music is just so good I couldn’t pass up the opportunity but thank goodness I didn’t fall in love with them though I can safely say I think TOP (though I think I like hearing the name Tempo more than I like his current stage name) is hot.

I have been so updated with the kpop world from all these forums and subscriptions that I have but I always steered clear away from the new debuting ones which have young ones in em. So i received news and heard about this group of thirteen boys that was rumoured to debut or something something like that. I received news about them, read about them, and saw the anticipation it was causing the young fans. I was blah about the whole thing since I wasn’t that much obsessed over kpop this time around. I was slowly immersed in the real world and was busy with problems of my own to develop strong feelings about anything entertainment related.  Someone posted their debut performance on a kpop site and I didn’t bother checking it out because I don’t have the fastest internet and I just wasn’t interested. I thought “Oh another type of TVXQ. I only need one.” Plus I was kind of iffed at the fact that there was someone named Kim Junsu (like Xiah Junsu) too.  I was so obsessed with Xiah Junsu at this point haha.

I heard about the whole Jay incident (will be posting a reaction at another time, albeit yearsss after the whole thing happened haha I’m just late like that ROFL but this is my blog so I’ll say whatever I want to say) and I finally decided to look up the members’ profiles and to my surprise I found him to be older than me by a few months. Park Jaebum sparked my interest because 1. he was my type (infact he kind of reminds me of Vanness Wu of F4 if you guys remember him), and 2. he was a lot older than me so it was okay to have a crush on him if it came to that LOL.

So I started to read on fanfics that had Jay in them, completely disregarding the other members. I just remembered what was really common in them..

1. There’s a guy that likes to eat a LOT and I mean a LOT. He ‘s also really obsessed with bananas.

2. There’s a guy that’s seriously so freakin’ hyper all the time. I remember he liked to drag female cast (on the fanfic) around.

3. There’s a guy that looked so much like Rain.

4. There’s a really, really tall guy that had really really big teeth.

5. And they ALL seem to have a weird fascination with dried mangoes for some reason.

I distinctly remember these characteristics because it ALMOST ALWAYS appeared in like 95% of the fanfics that I was reading. It got me curious so I decided to look up some music videos of theirs in youtube. I watched Again and Again and I thought okay yeah.. I didn’t really have a high opinion on the music video.. I mean I saw TVXQ’s Mirotic and Kattun’s Dont You Ever Stop and watching the whole purple lights thing with nothing else kind of did not really pull me in. The song, I didn’t like it very much too haha You can kind of tell how I wasn’t really impressed with what I saw.

So I stopped watching the videos and continued to read the fanfics. After awhile, I watched the Gayo Daejung 2009 awards and watched this girl group. I think it was one of those mixed group performances and they were performing Heartbeat. I loved it. I was skimming through the comments and I saw one that said they didn’t do justice to the actual song so I looked up the original performance on the same awards show. And I thought ‘Okay No.’ I definitely liked the girl performers more. I think I liked how the voices blended well on that one.. So because I liked the song so much, decided to find the MV and watched it on youtube.

And I fell in love.

–deleting link because boycotting JYPE until hey bring back Park JaeBum. watch the mv after this whole headache tides and he’s back with them–

Not so much as the faces of the members but of the song and the MV and the whole look just screamed Awesome to me. I thought, why isn’t the live performance as awesome as their music video? I probably watched more than 10 performances that day and up to today I still think the MV’s more awesome but I can honestly say there was much improvement on their live performances.

It wasn’t until a whole lot of watching that I started falling in love with these idols. I listened to Tired of Waiting and Tik Tok and it strengthened my fandom with them. But what really got me into them was how they were away from the singing, the dancing, and the physical appearances. I watched Wild Bunny and interviews and I fell in love with their personalities. I love the fact that they’re so grounded and so close to the fans, wearing and using gifts,not afraid to show their imperfections, and all that made me appreciate them. All the hardwork I saw in practices made me want to appreciate them and show support for them. I finally succumbed after a year and some months to become a nuna fan.

credits to:

I don’t know them personally, because if I did, hell I’d be stalking them 24/7 LOL yes I’m scary like that.. But I like what I’m seeing already.

Akanishi Jin’s Lovejuice

•October 15, 2009 • Leave a Comment


credits to whoever owns this picture x.x cant remember where I got it originally

Okay so I was at a friend’s house last Saturday. We haven’t seen each other for like the longest time because I’ve been so busy with work and school. I’ve already resigned so that leaves me with some time on my hands (enough to even clean my room today LOL). So we were gonna watch some concerts. I let them decide whichever they wanted to watch. They were debating between the Suju concert or that of Kattun’s. I have heard of Kattun but I haven’t actually seen them perform or listened to their songs. BUT of course I have seen Gokusen so I have seen Akanishi Jin though I haven’t really thought of him in the Kattun context if you know what I mean. So anyways they decided that it would be best if I watched the Kattun concert and the debate then went on which concert so I said whichever is most recent would be a good watch. So my friend popped in Queen of Pirates. I was amazed because it was really done well and I loved the songs but one thing that seriously caught my attention was Jin’s solo song, Lovejuice which is btw all in english and his composition. So I was like Oh! It’s in english and when I listened to the lyrics I went OMG that can’t be o.o

So here are the lyrics of the song. I like the beat. How it all flows and stuff but the lyrics just stress me out ROFL and because i cant find the website where i can upload the song file directly and play it here.. you’ll just have to search it up on youtube or ill up it as soon as i remember what site it was again xD

Don’t know where you’re from
Never seen you around
But that don’t mean nothing to me
Just want a taste of that…

She stood there waiting alone
Green eyes her shoulder exposed
Smiling and biting her straw
She gave me one look, I froze

Her sexy inviting eyes
My hands on her hips as we grind
She whispered in an accent unknown

“Just let go, let the music take control babe
Move your body, nothing crazy
So take it slow, there’s so many things I want you to know
I ain’t leaving you, cuz I’m yours tonight”

*I can tell you want me too
And every time I think of you
That luscious drink your lips produce
I can taste that sweet LOVEJUICE

“Oh”, “Oh”, “More”, “Slow”

Classy like none of these hoes
Pretty little frame under her clothes
Those lips as red as a rose
Vibing to the beat from the Boze

Don’t rush the night is still young
Take it to the room and sex things up
I can see you call out my name, saying

“Don’t stop, more,” I’m trying to see how your lips feel babe
All we need is body language
And now I know, I’m falling for you and I just can’t lie
I won’t go nowhere cuz I’m your man tonight

See, I’ve been all around the world, but I ain’t (seen nothing ?2)
Like you, don’t matter where you’re from, it don’t (mean nothing ?2)
See, I’ve been all around the world, but I ain’t (seen nothing ?2)
And now I got four minutes to take you back, girl we can (be something)

Tell me if I wasn’t over analyzing it LOOLL but hey this song won’t stop me from getting myself a copy of that Queen of Pirates concert DVD. It’s still a good watch 😉

Always Be My Baby

•February 14, 2009 • 1 Comment

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine
Now you want to be free
So I’m letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die, no

You’ll always be a part of me
I’m a part of you indefinitely
Girl don’t you know you can’t escape me
Ooh darling cause you’ll always be my baby
And we’ll linger on
Time can’t erase a feeling this strong
No way you’re never gonna shake me

Ooh darling cause you’ll always be my baby

I ain’t gonna cry no
And I won’t beg you to stay
If you’re determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you’ll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no

You’ll always be a part of me
I’m part of you indefinitely
Girl don’t you know you can’t escape me
Ooh darlin cause you’ll always be my baby
And we’ll linger on
Time cant erase a feeling this strong
No way you’re never gonna shake me
Ooh darlin cause you’ll always be my baby

I know that you’ll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you’ll be right back
Ooooh! baby believe me it’s only a matter of time

You’ll always be a part of me
I’m part of you indefinitely
Girl don’t you know you can’t escape me
Ooh darling cause you’ll always be my baby
And we’ll linger on
Time can’t erase a feeling this strong
No way you’re never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you’ll always be my,….my baby….

You’ll always be apart of me (you will always be)
I’m part of you indefinitely
Girl don’t you know you can’t escape me
Ooh darling cause you’ll always be my baby
And we’ll linger on (we will linger on)
Time can’t erase a feeling this strong
No way you’re never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you’ll always be my baby
You will always be my baby